MY Dar Dar, 米修米修。。。I'm happy last night you told me that you are waiting my message and you like mind about it. But you should sms me if i no reply you at night since you ask me to accompany you. But it's ok because you tell me the truth and i feel i am the person important than others in your life because i am your Dear. Hehe. Wish one year later your heart no change o and wait for me. Muacks~ XD




24th October 2010 (Sunday)

When i feel she is angry and no reply my message. Is my first time i did it to girl although us simple.

When i have girlfriend i sure will reload for them when she is out from credict, Don't even care they are working or got money to reload or not, I just wanna test whether the girl love me or my money.I'm willing to do that! I know that's wrong. It's ok, but if few months together i might think using other phone number to message her but she know was me, so i can't lie her but today i just success lie her to get her real identity.Am i bad?

What i did just created a new msn and simply steal other guy picture and display at my msn. Later on i add her in my msn list. While chit-chat with her , i did ask her got boyfriend or not. She said no because she not feel in a relationship first because previously did hurt by guy before.And two year she no bf even have bf also doesn't mean will happy,she said. I ask her there is no guys chase you? he say got but don't want. Then i told her since you don't want in a relationship first you should tell them and she replied me "gang qing shi yao pei yang"

Anyway, she is right and nice girl but why she treated me like that? i just scare and worry it will happened to me the like previous girl.If she really don't feel in a relationship she should tell me earlier, or never love me.I know guy is bad nowadays but i really scarified my time to accompany her and caring her all the time. Or in net there is no true love? Is my time to give up finding net love?




I just finish watch this drama yesterday starting Friday until Monday. Actually i dislike Taiwan drama but i don't even know why i like this drama very much. It make my tears out every episode that i watch. Is really touching and romantic. Although this drama is Year 2009 but i just watch this year 2010. So guys, what are you waiting for, go and watch it :)



01/10/2010 - Thanks Eanne for drawing such a cute little guy for me through MSN

I like it very much~

That day me and her nearly break. But at last lucky she did listen to me and said i am the only person who can ask her see doctor,there is no one except me,I feel better now, each day she haven't visit doctor my heart really feel not good, is kinda sad, worry and pain.I hope she will be fine and is happy once again she call me "Lao Gong" .Last night i slept well. I wish to see her in real life. I miss her and truly love her. And hopefully we can maintain our relationship until the day we meet even never meet yet and is count as net love.Kee Joon Love Jia Yen forever~

It's been one week plus her gastric attacked and no visit doctor because scare see doctor. There is blood out when shit.While eating feel like vomit and suffered from pain. I am sad and worry her. She ask me to break yesterday 03.10.10 Sunday. I don't want, i knew she got her own reason. When today i ask her honestly "You Love Me" , answer: Yes, I Love You. My mind no feel good and wish to see her but she don't want. I just know her reason why want broke up because her painful, and....ask me earlier to break so i no feel sad.No, i don't want. If i got some budget I'm surely wanna visit her and meet her up, but my studies is coming on next year and my flight.Expensive. But i can't look at her suffer, pain and she is not happy when working..Almighty God,Please keep an eye on her.

~我爱你老婆~

I Lost My Faith

I'm Waiting For The Day We Meet by Vance