Moment of silent

I ever tried to use adobe photoshop but is dizzy so I stop using it. When the first day teach the course I feel like interesting but haven’t get to know how to used it until keep on practice and now it`s easier and interesting but I not that creative.

Lets take a look of the kuching life when I was stay there. That time I still remember there is a floods issue happening. Keep on raining non-stop, really suffered from coldness. Then just slowly turn to hot weather. That time i had change 2 times of room because of the weather and also the room mate until I met a Chinese guy that allowed me to stay at his room. At first he gave me the appearance is a bad heart guy and kinda lazy because he always saying the people straight and until worst while after eat just left it there.

After being his room mate for few months just realized that he is good heart just like to act like bas heart guy and caring. Before that I always go to my relatives house at bintawa but recently I am going to my friends house stay here overnight and Sunday follow his car back to my institute. Starting he got bring the computer here and I can borrow his computer for doing my homeworks and so on but after march his computer infected by virus and start from that time I no computer for doing my homeworks such as assignment or labwork.

Between I haven’t get my computer yet so I need spent a lots by going town for surfing the internet then go back again. But after get to known my friends well, I used to go his house for surfing net and do such assignments.During schooling days, mostly busy with the assignment, quiz, labwork or practical test and test. No time for me to rest because 1 weeks given assignment then another week is quiz or labwork. My studies is not that good because no concentrating when my lecture is teaching and maybe is fews of condition and situation causing me while I always mess up a simple thing or troublesome myself and make it become complicated and hard. My programming and digital system is the worst course.

Programming is a hard and complicated course that we need to understand the problem given. At first I not really like and always dreaming at class but after 1 or 2 months just starting revise for it but the result not that good but I no give up. digital system is easier course I think and because of that I no revise at all. Besides the lecturer teach quick fast and I can`t catch up. My quiz or test always fail and I really scare I will fail when final exam same with the programming courses.

As I know I did well during the programming final exam and I no scared I will fail. I scared my moral fail because I no revise at all and exam just spontaneous answer or digital system because when exam I am doing wrong and can`t finish. If no mistake the course I can`t finish it is mathematics, digital system. Overall I think I no prepare well for the exam.

So,unlucky..the day before i went back i went back to miri (1st june 2009)..my hp is losing at st.theresa bus stop because i drop my hp..i think maybe my mind is moody and tired that day because just walk back from pandungan until the school while i put my hp with my wallet together in the same pocket.The hp model is Sony Ericsson k530i that my father bought to me starting this year.Maybe as my aunty said,the hp is not i bought my self so i no appreciate it.

I just knew my exam on 17 June 2009 through friendster.

My SIT friends leave a message there and I got a bit nervous and no dare to take a look of my result because scared I will fail. After saw it I am happy but I can`t get 3.5≥ and only 3.31 pointer a bit disappointed but no choice because no prepare and get ready earlier. It`s ok, next sem I will aim better and do well.