This afternoon,she had make a cincau jelly liang ca favour for me,she take to my home around 2pm,quite a lot of cincau jelly cup that she make for her mother and sun bian bring to me..I just ate some and the others give my parents eat,my aunty don’t want try to eat.Haiz,really dunno la,why that duno my feeling,I just wan find a girl to bring me happiness and be confident ma..Aunty said you are still study and haven’t work yet,I think that just a reason,eventhough I think I am graduated and work they also the same thinking.I guess they wont let me find a gf until I graduated and work that time.
Morning time,jane woke up on 4.45am because her cake shop boss called her come to help her a while.Around 5.15am,she followed her boss went for work.At the cake shop,she had make some small cakes to me and bring egg tart for my breakfast around 9.30am like that.
I thought she come with her boss who know she take the bus come to town and look for me.If I know early I sure won`t let her do that.I will try accompany her ma,but she don’t want.I also can`t do anything.
Last night,I just told her about my aunty and mum story,I got explain to her but at first she been tired of this kind of life,because my problem a bit same as her first ex-bf.She got ask me whether wan “fang qi” her or not.But I choosed no,That time I think her mind is so stress and pressure for thinking.She got tell me to “fang qi” her because our relationship just started but if longer time,it might be hurt deeply amongs us.She also saying her mind is already no more me already,but I keep on talking with her until her mind more better.Her mind so mess that time and brain until don’t know what should she do.She just replied my message and tell me just now is lie you because can`t control her mind,she also said maybe I need to lost few days,can you wait for me?After the day,I just know whether I got real love with you or not,she said.I agree what for it,I also said,you use this time no contact me,message,called me.If you got answer already,you just tell me.I hope that time both of us still can be friend.After that ,we sleep after the last message
Who know,today she pass to me the breakfast that she make,I ask her about last night that we promise,but she said she forget everything,because that “yong qi” lyrist by fish leong,But I kepo and ask her if can we just do what you said last night lo.She tell me up to me if I want lo,luckily I took back my words and say no no no..hehe.When she on the way back home,I asking her why you suddenly will change your mind,she tell me as you said before mah,we just “hao bu rong yi” together,if just “fang qi” like that not really good lo.plus we must got “yong qi qu mian dui”
This morning.the weather is not so good,I had promise jane to go out ,but then my mum not allowed me go out because going raining soon,and don’t want give me some money for used,she just keep on saying me.I also quite tired on that day because can`t sleep well.
At first,jane message and tell me might be late a bit,but in the same time I message telling her I can`t go out with you today because my mum not allowed.Then she replied me it`s ok I can enjoy myself here alone,I thought she was going with her friend today as what she had told me last night but she just alone there,I told her can you give me time to take a rest,because I really tired and afternoon I will go to find you.She said next time if tired we can change time or change to another day ma and tell her early.I think she was unhappy or a bit mad me.
In between,I take a rest while waiting my mum finish using the bathroom,After that,I just take my shower and message her I will be going soon,she ask me meet in mirc.Then,I just online chitchat with her while having my breakfast..
Therefore,I walking to parkson and sweat a lot,I go find her at popular bookshop,that time I not really sure is her,plus I am sweat..i take few minutes to cool down my sweat then just go greet her.She look concentrate to find her chinese books.So,I not dare to disturb her lo.
Hence,after my sweat is gone.i go greet her,we just walk walk then go food court for drink.Both of us enjoy our honey dew juices and enjoy chatting there.After our drink,both of us walk to my home and that time I feel like want hold her hand but I not dare and shy,I got feel she maybe also let me hold her hand but I not that sure,so I didn’t do anything.At my home,she just stay at my living room a while then come in to my room t see me using my computer,I give him see my previous photo and online chatting as usual,then,she got a story book that write herself story,but is in chinese,I don’t really know how to read chinese,she read for me.By the time her k-bro called and her friend called,she waiting her friend come and pick her and I just switch off my computer and chat with her .
In short,we just chitchat a while and before go downstair,she hug me just a while then going down..Wah,so happy because first time hug with girl..At downstair,when waiting the car,I got touch her hand but not hold because that time I keep on saying her finger nails its quite long and let me see lo.Today she really bring me such happiness.
3 hours mass after church,tiredz..>.<
just back from my baptism at church,the red egg is jesus reborn.
Happy Easter Day & Baptist Day
Tonight is my baptist day and also celebrate easter day.At night I went to church,I just reach there,I wear kod and sweat a lot.Each person have to wear their name tag prepared by.That time I just tried but not plan to wear it and I put back to the chair.The choir girl just sit opposite me come towards me and “ask do you need my help”,I just allowed she do that,Wat`s a pretty girl come and help me,haha..too proud of myself..hehe,no la,she just friendly but me got a bit shy o0o.Just said thank you to her and smile..keke.After that,the light and fans switch off,all the people going outside then hold a candle come in following the father at the back.Waseh,that time I more sweat and sweat,then after going back to my seat,a while just the light and fans is switch back.
Also baptist by the holy water by father that night and put some oil in my forehead there,The mass took around 3 hours,Wuu,quite tired also.At he end,whole 39 baptism member took a sweet and nice photo for memory.Each of us also take one red egg means “Jesus Reborn” the egg.hehe.Finally the mass is ended,Fuyoh!!!
Today afternoon,I went to my own church for the “Jesus Reborn”,the mass took around 2 hours,That day I keep on yawning and sleepy,After going back home just rest a while and message Jeremy tonight wan go out for drinks ma,he did called me and ask me wanna join him to his gospel tonight then just go to mosjaya meet the my friend.
Around 10.30pm we at mosjaya and she is alone sit there because her friend suddenly got their own date with their bf.Just jeremy,me and jane there.We just chit chat there.I felt she is a liltte bit shy and quiet.Jeremy and me just joke around there,lately just sent her back home.
The first day me and jane meet,she just finish her greetings card last night and plan to give me by today,She spent the time from 12am until 2.30am like that.Seem like she very hardworking and concentrate making the card for me.Today around 9.30am,she went to my house and give me card and a small gift.Before she came.I just lie on my bed and suddenly a called from her.At first I reject because I still on the bed haven’t prepared yet but she told me she on the way so I just allowed she do like that.We just talk a liltle bit and she look nervous and shy.After gave me,she went off!