7.23PM
Just finish washing my clothes, afternoon I went out with my friends and I thought is a happy day but is kind of bored and I think they don’t know today is my birthday, just now i went out buy the Blank Dvd Disk and following my friend go post office then take my lunch. After that, went for a walk and waiting the van for bring us back our school.
Actually I feel upset and nothing special my 22th birthday this year.Seriously. I been lonely and I wish there is someone who can accompany me just for today only..But there is no one of them. For now I think I no need anymore. I am happy and shocked when on the way back to my school because my papa n mami suddenly call me through my cellphone and wish me happy birthday. I guess in this world parents is best and the most caring me.
Besides that., my gf contact me just now and wish me, she at hospital now and around 3 weeks her asthma is attacking because o f cry. She thought I angry her but I not, just I feel tired on her and I am trying to tell her the truth and I really hope she wont do such useless thing again. Hmm,still not dare to tell her that I want break with her..What should I do??.Anyway ,thanx all of my beloved friend that wishing me “Happy Birthday”
12:32AM
Today is my 22th Birthday. I feel like this year nothing special to me. Don’t have the such feeling for my birthday. Last two years I think each of the year I got celebrate with my family even just a birthday cake only that I bought myself but they paid for me. Even my own gf also haven’t wish me yet. I guess she remember maybe she not dare to find me. Hopefully tomorrow can receive few of birthday wishes like previous year.
I feel stress of my studies, if want to get better result have to sacrifies myself sometimes…recently my result is drop maybe not enough sleep, probably maybe the assignment, miniproject, quiz, test and practical test .Feel dizzy, headache and mood less. I think I have to struggle hard for my next week math paper and programming which is a tough and complicated course. What I hope is I can graduated successfully without repeat any courses smoothly and enter university..This is my wishes...
Timetable Final Exam:
7th December 2009 (Monday)
Mathematics 2
11th December 2009 (Friday)
Programming C++
14th December 2009 (Monday)
Operating System (End)
18th December 2009 (Friday)
Kuching to Miri