Yeah, that's right, you finally said that. So the meaning that i get from you is when the time be with me you never enjoy. Because you never put me in your heart. Maybe there is some other you care and in your heart.

If i care the person who doesn't really care about me and put them in my heart and they are not. What for?I not a spare. Somemore,i feel like you never listen my every single words and do it. Really feel weird, if no money still can go out for clubbing (i know is free you told me, but is that totally everything free?), drinks or shopping. Unbelievable and Frustrated!!!

02 March 2010 - Tuesday

Serious and damn sick on that day. Sore throat, flu , cough, feel painful and weakness. Really long time no get such sickness and cause me three days taking rest at my aunt house after visiting doctor. Feel lonely~

Feel disappointed for my exercise at labwork today, I really unable to do and think, My head is heavy, maybe cause of my social problem for this 3 months. I'm try my best to facing it and now prepare to war for my studies which left 2 months.

I think you also won't care me when i am having such problem even such a call or support also no. But it's ok never mind. I don't think you got free time for accompany me. Yeah, i want to concentrate in my studies and i need support too in the same time. Did you ever support me when i am having such problem? Sometimes really don't know your words can be trusted or not.

If she really treat me as her couple,i guess my feeling won't be like that...
I can feel you not love me.

Anyway as you wish...

I Lost My Faith

I'm Waiting For The Day We Meet by Vance