Just get prepared around 11.00am like that and went off my house,pray a while and walking to the the town to take my bus around 11.30pm.When the bus come,I am nervous because need to take some money from pocket.The bus fee costed rm 2.40 to e-mart.


When in the bus I scared and nervous.I not get ready for it,and I don`t know where to stop the bus later before reach e-mart.Don`t know why,like no confident at all and sweat a lots.Keep looking the time and scared too early or too late reach the places and the us stop.


When nearly reach e-mart I sms to tony and kie siang told them I reach e-mart already.When coming down from bus stop.I went to the shop for drinks and waiting tony ,he is on the his way coming here while sms tobiah and tell him I reach e-mart already.


12.30pm-tony just call and ask where I am,then we having our lunch together,(chicken rice),too oily the rice.Hence,when I am ready before I going,kie siang told me the office hours is open at 2pm.Then tony just go to tiong hee..car accessories there for looking and waiting for the ILP.


Before the entrance,we stop at main door and asking for the security guards for the pass.Then I call kie siang I am inside already and he call his friend.But I don`t know who is the guy that he want le me know.Then tony put me in the main door,I still don`t know where is pusat pentadbiran at tingkat 1 as the guard said.I call kie siang again and told him I at dewan serbaguna and main here.He help me called his friend again.Lastly I met his friends.Quite friendly and good at looking.his wearing is smart and cute…haha…he bring me to the places and help me to ask.After that,he got another exam.so I just ask him go first and I waiting for the clerk to contact the tuan from putrajaya,but is engaged line..So I waiting there and pray,call tony I might be late for coming down later.I saw the gurl calling so many line just want to help me get the fax from the tuan only,feel nervous and scaring..Then afterthat a guy is coming out from the room,he ask me what I want to apply and I told him,he help me to sent my documents to them and he told me if got places,I got chance to go in.but if not places,I might apply again and waiting for next year.


Therefore we go to boulevard Cimb bank there took out some money and then go to rhb bank there return the money for tobiah that I ask him help me buy reload coupon for urgently used just now.After parking our car,we go to McDonald,tony buy the Mc Sundae strawberry flavour and going to the computer shop and just take a look and wait the time pass.


After 5.30pm,we go to the krokop there,tony want by the m-oil then the car workshop for servicing his car,but the boss tell him he got job to do so ask tony come the next day.Then go the the celcom and tony go take the 2nd price for the road show on that day.Lastly he sent me home.






Since Sunday,I am worrying about my studies.I just check on Institut Latihan Perindustrian (ILP) and Jabatan Tenaga Manusia (JTM) for the result of my studies.I just found that there is no my record for ILP but JTM there still processing.The terms for apply ILP is send the registration copy ,SPM slip and others certificates that related to the application.But I failed to do it,I just knew by today because when I check on it and realized that needed to sent such documentary to the main “Pusat Pentadbiran Kerajaan Persekutuan Wilayah 62530”


Lately tobiah came to my house,I got ask him to help me see the application for the ILP and JTM and ask for his opinion and what should I do for it.He just told to call kie siang and the ILP pengarah and ask.But then 1st and 2nd June is public holiday for those “Hari Gawai” celebration.


That day I was moody and unhappy while calling my frend tze yuen from sandakan,she ever studied at ILP before and she told me that time she got received the card from ILP showing that she successful for the application and before school is opening.She got received the calls.I don’t know she either got post the documents or not to putrajaya or when schooling just show to them.


Around 4pm,after finish my conversation with tze yuen,I had called kie siang,he said he got a friend study at ILP and help me ask his friend then if got free time they come to my house.Then around 4.20pm we are going to Marriot because tobiah need pass something to his boss and straight go to our church on 4.35pm.But is too early with it,after we park our car,me and tobiah walking to the shop see whether got sell “Westlife” karaoke or not because tobiah look for it.5.00pm- we walked back to the church.Hence the mass is starting soon,after the mass is ending,tobiah sent me home.Tonight I eaten a cake call “fa-kueh” make by my sis and my aunty.It`s aegg flavour.At first,quite sweet to eat because a lot of sugars when it was hot.Then after it just found that the cake still not baked enough and move back to the cooking pot and warmed it.


After 30 minutes,take it out again,.Then have some try.Next day morning after taken out from refrigerator and later just take some of it.The taste feel like uncooked then I don`t want eat and my mummy give my dog eat.Hence,I feel like stomache and went to toilet.I think is the causes of the cake.By the way,I am worrying about the intake until can`t have a comfortable sleeping at night.I was boring and nothing to do because computer was sent to workshop for servicing on 27 May 2008-(Tuesday) because of some deletion and corrupted of the deletion of windows.31 May 2008-(Saturday).My father ask me call to New Century Computer (NCC) but they said still checking or test what is the problem occur actually.Next week 4 june 2008(wednesday) evening,went to the shop and take it.


This few days,just using my cousin computer to play Dota and move to upstairs for onlining .31 May 2008 (Saturday),I make my cousin computer infected by spyware because when I just finish downloading my kaspersky.I had deleted the Avg.The kaspersky that I download is a spyware.Make my cousin computer infected and can`t use properly.I try to reformat it but I choosed to click the repaired and keep the previous files.Then when restart the windows needed the windows activation key to pass through the genuine.But I don`t have the keys for it.I just tring a while bit failed and can visited to the webpages but been blocked a while only when trying surfing the net plus the monitor also got problem,keep blinking and turn dark itself due to the damage of last year march 2007 by lightning.




4 June 2008(Wednesday)

Today,around 8.10am I went to the Bormas for the photostate my school certificates.Then went to my aunty shop for breakfast and help a while.Around 9.30am,I went back and after reach my house the stupid dog is barking on me and I go to disturb after that.Name:E-gal (Eagle???)


Before going out ,E-gal thought I am who like a stranger because can`t identify me wearing other clothes and pants.She just like an idiot dog move here n there like came here to see me the ran off then come again.Never see such a stupid dog.When I in myroom,I checking my certificates and found that I miss fews of it.Then another round to Bormas again then go my aunty shop to borrow some money scared not enough because the printing for colour and reducing size costed rm 2.


When reach home,I arranged my certificates and plan to call ILP there for further information.I think is right to go the ILP there.After my called,I just saw kie siang sms me and ask me call him.He told me his friend said just go ilp there and bring my all certificates.When I going there just sms to him,he will call his friend to meet me.I still don`t know where is the place and it jut opening on 8.00am-4.30pm and closing on weekend.Still looking for transport.


Later around 5 pm maybe going to take back my own computer.It`s Rm 60..SiGhZ~


Finally I an only treat tze yuen as friend and don`t stop thinking such complicated problem.As she said,she maybe really a flower heart girl and also I think she a person “you yi bu jue”.I not feel like missing her and care her already.Just feel happy on what I am doing right now.

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