This is my pic...face look like more better than last time, you know what that people about me?they say aiya you hide in house since accident meh where can like tat.go out la,if like that you where also dont go for the rest of your life meh cannot hide at home only.they did not know that I got go out and also depends on what situation,just I don’t join them going out so they say so…my outlook look like ok but why they don’t know that inside my body is very pain?huh??can they feel that what is my feeling?they think that I will never go out because my sickness?but few of people care for me and know about my condition just I want to wait until I mostly/fully recover then going out…my condition not like you think so easy,is very hard to get what people meaning ...
9 of dec (sat)...during the operation time..the doctor say dun scared but tat time I got pray and tell tat myself I will be fine during the process of my surgery,,when give me the injection of Anaesthesia ..i feel like my body temperature is getting hot until my head..after that I feel very hot and like dizzy then sleepy..afterthat sleep lo..after my surgery done I feel very very cold n (fak tou) when coming to my wad,the time is 5 pm,and the surgery is started from 9 am until afternoon and it takes about 8 25 minutes...
About 6 doctor help me to operated..i think is an hard,difficult n serious surgery..after 5 pm I just sent to the wad and I was sleep until 10 pm.. then feel suddenly i like very hot and dizzy and a bit like sick then I ask my mum to switch the aircond to 19c..the day after today I be better already..is about 34 hours start from 8 of dec (fri) midnight I dint eat anything until 10 am of 10 dec (sun)…after tht can already but a little bit only coz scare that later vomit and also they say that I can lie on bed straight but cant move or turn left/right and also my neck…
On 10 dec,(sun)the doctor come and see me at 5.30 pm like that and tell me that I can move or turn right a bit…I getting started to eat more to reduce my energy on 11 dec (mon) .. Untill 12.12.06 (tue) in the morning time at 8.00 am Professor Dato Tunku Sara come and see me and tell that I can try to stand up and sitting and walking.. I was glad to here that and also say maybe I can go out from hospital the next day…
13.12.06 (wed),I still in kl and just rest for few days and going back to miri on 15.12.06 (fri)…now I can walk slowly only and cant walk properly because they operated my left leg nerve and transfer it to my branchial plexus…and also my right and finger are effected and numbness and pain…so wish that i can recover as soon as possible…After the surgery It takes a long time to recover but my hand started be soften not like last time become stiff and also my hand look better than last time although dun have any feeling or movement…maybe few months/years to years (exp:18-32 months) just fully recover …so nevermind…I just be confidence and keep doing my physiotheraphy and some exercise to keep my hand supple,maybe I can fully recover faster,who know?…So,lastly I wish and hope that I can fully recover…
Today is the date I went to kl…we admit at UMSC on 8.12.06(fri) morning around 11.30 am,we wait until 2.30 pm like that they just call me go to my wad…at the midnight before the next day operation I started puasa,cant eat and drinks..the doctor tell me tomorrow at 8.30 am he will come in and give me the injection of Anaesthesia before the surgery…
Today is 3 DEC 2006(sun) ,that is my birthday anniversary…I got 1 big wish that is I hope that I will be fine after the surgery on 9 DEC 2006 and recover as soon as possible so that next year will be easier for me to continuous my studies at the school and catch up it,hope that’s no problem for me to do some homeworks and exercises…and hope that I can working hard and try my best to study and to pass the exam…lastly I wish that my dream come true…
I very scare that i going for surgery...just look at this photos at the web,at first no scare but now got a little big scared..so must be except this !!!
Why had a bad luck to me this year???...if not i can join my friends to having the STPM exam this year,but nevermind la...it is happen to me already...nothing can be change anymore.... luckily next year i can repeat my STPM and going to school for continuous my studies...
Erm,my surgery is to operated the branchial plexus injury,neurotization n reconstruction...its very difficult for them to operated...hopefully wish that JESUS lend his kindness and holy hand to the doctor to heal me...wish that i can fully recover...God Bless!!!
After come back,we keep looking for the chinese physician for treatment,about 3-4 months and also go to hospital to see the doctor.
On 6.11.o6 (mon)-14.11.o6 (tue),I was going to kuching and do the city scan and my mum thought there can do the surgery but the doctor suggest me going out to kl there for surgery because he scared the doctor at here not enough experience if doing here…14.11.06 (tue)-17.11.06 (fri)…I going to kl to see the doctor at Pusat Perubatan Universiti Malaya… during see the doctor we thought can do the surgery few days later because we got booking but dunno why the operation date is full…so we going back…
I have a full branchial plexus injury...the nerves are ruptured (snapped) or pulled out at the spinal cord…If pulled out they will never rejoin,but if broken there may be some recovery. But usually if there is any recovery there will be signs by the third month where the power will start to return. If there is no recovery by months it is unlikely for any recovery to occur.
On 9 of dec I will be going to UMSC-Universiti Malaya Specialist Centre for surgery...so i hope that the doctor will use her/his fully heart to heal me n hope after the surgery i will be fine...i wish that i will be as fast for fully recover coz next year i had going to school for study,haiz!!!...i miss many lessons that had been taught in school about 6 months..,hopefully i can follow back my studies in next year...i dint wish to become like this...sad sad....wish that i can fully taking my STPM next year without any problem.....i will try my best...May God Bless Me!!!
On 27.May.2006 (sat) I am very unlucky on that day because in the early morning I went out to my friend house for exercise …on the half way when i going to my friend house I had an accident when i riding motorcycle alone and happening the accident around 7.00 am a bit far from chunghua after the turning corner at the straight road…
That time I was unconscious so I can’t remember anything and they said that the road pass vehicle come down and help me…then the ambulance come…i was flow down from the motorcycle and then my left side of body and face bang down on the road and my blood coming out…
It cause my “Spinal Cord Injury,Cervical Cord Injury,`Branchial Plexus Injury” gt a bit crack and also my left hand and lower trunk...my nerve,hand is very pain and numb,no feeling and kenot move at all and also my left eye become blindness.
When I was in the hospital…my friends come and see me…but I know who is coming but I dunno, I cant remember anything until I sent to kuching for further treatment I just really wake up on 11.6.06 (sun)…when I wake up..i can’t remember some of my friends name and who are visit me …so I keep thinking and after few days later my memory more good a bit but still cant remember that day things…maybe my brain got shaked a bit…
In miri..27.5.o6-1.6.06 in hospital…after that i sent to kuching on 1.o6.06 (thu),when I really wake up,I cant sit,stand up n walking,until 1 day the therapy nurse come here n ask me try to stand up and walk,the 1st time I stand up n try to walk…I feel like wanna flow down n no energy to walk n feel like my hand heavy than my leg…so I try and train and can work better a bit already so just asking the hospital to let us come out and we still keep waiting …Until 22.6.06 (thu) just let us going back from hospital…
On 22.6.o6 (thu),I still stay in kuching at my relative house and go to find the chinese physician to let him see my condition,cause my head cant be bent up…just always keep looking down and also cant walk properly and my lower trunk cant move and no feeling at all…Until 4.7.06 (tue) I went back to miri…