26 December 2009-Today i thought less people go there because they no reply but after reach is quite a lot around 11 peoples go there and three of the guys i don't know.feel like nothing to talk but happy because can gathering with them.Next Saturday 02 January 2010 there will be a reunion for 2004 graduated student.i just write maybe and saw others is write not going...my face quite a lot of pimples plus not nice...got a feel like don't want to join them.
The important thing is i hope can clear my pimples and keep fit...today i am quite sad la..the short pants really nice buy its size only 30..i cant...i guess i suit either L or XL,have to see the cutting how..suddenly i feel like bad mood..maybe because my looks and so on..i wish to sleep early but not because i used to download movie,songs and software..really really tired...always sleep around 3am and above..then 7.30am woke up already...this few days always woke up early...and thank tobiah because after i back hometown then the next day he accompany me go shopping until the night time.even though i am stress + tired but i am happy got such good friends.
After came back from miri since last friday, saturday and sunday tobiah bring me go shopping and together went for looking the new clothes...Wow,a lots of promotion and can said we shop for whole day at the shopping mall...Really tired,haiz,this few days cause me spent around Rm 500 for new clothes and others...i guess there isenough amount for me paid the school fee next year around rm 300.So funny that night i just drank two tiger mug then hin hin already maybe i drank quite fast eh or less drink.
At home need downloading such latest movie for myself or aunty then bring to my hostel next sem..then chinese and english songs...still want reformat my pc to Windows 7..Don't know enough time or not...Somemore i plan to get different utilities of software from web...have to download and took my times again...Few days later my friend just came back and i think go out again..
Haiz,holiday people used the time for rest but i'm not.. why i make myself busy??..hmm...hopefully this thursday tobiah can took annual life then morning we go jogging then rest a while and have fun until night...
16th & 17th December 2009
Babe, I text you during the night time you no respond me even i said i go for sleep but i'm not.How come you will left me alone.I thought you will text me while no any news from you.I did told you give me a text when you go out for farewell and when the time you back home but still no received any messages from you.I just half sleep and half awaked but i can't sleep because too worry you,care you plus the bed just two layer from the woods,not comfortable at all..what can i do just peek on my phone few times and waiting you. I am very sad you know.Whole night unable to sleep. Afternoon time i tried to sleep at downstair at the floor luckily i can sleep well...thanx god..while that time you just text me and said you are going back home..i just don't reply your message because i knew you busy and after back home need accompany your family and at night you maybe online or watching movie then feel tired...I just don't feel like want disturbing you.
Last night,i can't sleep well again.still remember which night i fall asleep after going toilet at midnight then the next day morning i found my half down part are naked...omg...luckily nobody saw but i don't know my uncle that slept same room with me got saw or not..Anyway i guess after back my hometown i sure can enjoy online and sleep well.
I am sorry if i din't reply your message. I think i feel better after writing this blog. Besides,i really wishyou can view my blog because i don't want mention again and misundersanding later. Babe, i need enough rest and one words for you "I Love You".
Hehe.this is before the message that i job in a pieces a paper before i write here...i feel happy after i reload and call u babe...and know why you cant reply me..but babe i hope you will ting hua la..you are flu-ing now...take good care of urself,rest more and drink more water...you will be going to Industrial Training...I always support you!!!
15th Dec 2009
1am- She text me while i am packing my stuff while she text me and said i don't love her anymore and i just straight replied her and said yes even she had told me the same thing as before but now is real.i guess she is hurt and she also waiting me back to hometown.I have been around 2 months no contact her and even got just less and i told her that i want do my revision for my final exam so can'y contact you but just a excuse because i really tired to continue this kind of relationship.
Before that i keep asking my netfriend what should i do and after that i just able to make my final decision buti not dare to tell her because she might commit suicide like last time she ever tried because i less contact her.Sometimes i really feel weird because everytime when she sad or argue with me...her bitch friend sure will text me and not her...feel weird right..she said that me hurt her a lots and deeply and a lots of craps..ok..i tell u the truth..is u n her god daddy make me feel tired ok...one no mood then simply beat her and one always ask for money or took her bank money...i keep on advice n advice but still same and even got change a bit...i knew i over pamper you as what did others said but how come everything also need me to seetle or solved include small or big cases. It's been unhappy for my life...before we meet i thought we got true love and can try to solve it but still unable...At last i choosed to give up..Few more days i got call her and she look much better...just want find a suitable time and ask my friend bring her go out then be friend with her...Don't let her thought i dump her like that then no more contact later..Feel that i am bad if i treat her like that..Lastly,just wanna say i'm not playing your feeling and i admit i ever love you before Alice.
7.23PM
Just finish washing my clothes, afternoon I went out with my friends and I thought is a happy day but is kind of bored and I think they don’t know today is my birthday, just now i went out buy the Blank Dvd Disk and following my friend go post office then take my lunch. After that, went for a walk and waiting the van for bring us back our school.
Actually I feel upset and nothing special my 22th birthday this year.Seriously. I been lonely and I wish there is someone who can accompany me just for today only..But there is no one of them. For now I think I no need anymore. I am happy and shocked when on the way back to my school because my papa n mami suddenly call me through my cellphone and wish me happy birthday. I guess in this world parents is best and the most caring me.
Besides that., my gf contact me just now and wish me, she at hospital now and around 3 weeks her asthma is attacking because o f cry. She thought I angry her but I not, just I feel tired on her and I am trying to tell her the truth and I really hope she wont do such useless thing again. Hmm,still not dare to tell her that I want break with her..What should I do??.Anyway ,thanx all of my beloved friend that wishing me “Happy Birthday”
12:32AM
Today is my 22th Birthday. I feel like this year nothing special to me. Don’t have the such feeling for my birthday. Last two years I think each of the year I got celebrate with my family even just a birthday cake only that I bought myself but they paid for me. Even my own gf also haven’t wish me yet. I guess she remember maybe she not dare to find me. Hopefully tomorrow can receive few of birthday wishes like previous year.
I feel stress of my studies, if want to get better result have to sacrifies myself sometimes…recently my result is drop maybe not enough sleep, probably maybe the assignment, miniproject, quiz, test and practical test .Feel dizzy, headache and mood less. I think I have to struggle hard for my next week math paper and programming which is a tough and complicated course. What I hope is I can graduated successfully without repeat any courses smoothly and enter university..This is my wishes...
Timetable Final Exam:
7th December 2009 (Monday)
Mathematics 2
11th December 2009 (Friday)
Programming C++
14th December 2009 (Monday)
Operating System (End)
18th December 2009 (Friday)
Kuching to Miri
20 July 2009
8.00am- Morning i went to polyclinic for dental check up and fill my crack teeth and others broken teeth. Luckily the fake filled teeth is nice an look like the same with others. My mouth still pain and a bit sore throat. Hopefully can recover soon because this Saturday i will go to eat steam boat with gf and friends.
6.30pm- I on my way playing Mafia Wars then suddenly heard a voice then my sis cry because bitten by the dog. At the same time, my dad just back from outside and my sis told him. Then he go and take something and hit and beat the dog.The dog try to hide and scary while the voice it bark like scare or painful. But my dad go over the dog and angrily hit or beat it and scold the dog. I was shocked and switch off my computer then go down stair a while. My mum ask me go up stair because my dad is mad now. I also scared because if my dad angry he really fierce. The dog also need to beat actually although my dad really harm the dog because too pampers by its owner which my aunt dog. Not one time only the dog bite my sis but others of family also.The dog also ever cached the mice. Before the dog everybody like it very much but since it grew up and become wild. Really hate it.
11 July 2009.
Starting 1.00pm Connie,Tobiah and me went to Boulevard Hypermarket,Imperial Mall for shopping and looking for collar shirts,pants and shoes. I had bought two collar shirts at Boulevard Hypermarket and 1 short pant at Imperial Mall.Connie just bought 1 collar shirts while Tobiah 1 short pants. We also went for Blue Cafe have a drinks and foods.
After that,we plan go to parkson and when we reach there my gf call me. She asked me tonight want go out or not because her daddy let her then i ask Tobiah go to pujut garden there fetch her and we went to hill stone to get back my left sold books and the money. Later go to my house a while and i am happy that day because my gf can join us. I had decided to watch movie at cinema tonight and plan to watch Ice Age 3. I surfing the net to see the showtime and i thought is 8.45pm and when there the showtime is 9.00pm.
The movie took around 1 hours and 20 minutes to finished. Connie bring the snacks and my red bun plus mineral water and having at the cinema.
Later we went to Sajian Warisan there had supper because we dint take our dinner.We found that the places foods mostly got add on ginger while Tobiah don't like ginger taste so he eat less.Around 11.40pm just sent my gf back home because her papa want her before 11.30pm reach home.
August 2008 - 3rd June 2009
I knew my gf through net from mirc on may 2008 then august just be together.She need someone to accompany her chatting and messaging via the cellphone so i gave her and we start the relationship around 10 months but havent meet yet. I got a lots of pressure that time because her life is tough,weird and complicated. I ever asked my friend opinion and suggestion and they also said my gf is weird and got problem.That time i got think to give up because i don`t want think too much. But i din`t do it,just be patient and trust myself.
Before i finished my final exam for semester 1 i got asked her to meet me when i back but she din`t say anything n say don`t want because not get ready yet and nervous and scare. Lastly,she finally promise me and meet me.
First day i met her around 8.30am at pelita. She is nervous and no get ready yet so used to hide and seek with me. I just use handphone to sms or call her because she still got a bit nervous and scare me.After met,we have a drinks then go to jee kwong to buy a new spectacles lengh because the previous one is broken. I help her choosed and buy for her. She came to my house and evening my parents sent her back.
8th June 2009 to 10 June 2009 (Monday to Wednesday)
Monday night, me with my parents go to bus station waiting my gf bus from bintulu to miri. After my gf arrived,we went to kingwood to have supper,the "Grill Fish Fillet" is nice because of its freshness.
Tuesday, morning my mummy bring me and my gf go to breakfasr at kwantung cafe and afternoon we went to parkson for windows shopping while night time me with her going to parkson for pizza hut with tobiah. Hence, after finished we went to walk walk at bintang megamall and go Imperial Mall because my gf never been there before but almost closing already but we enough time to same some pictures there.
Wednesday,me with my gf and tobiah,kie leong went to cinema watch Transformers 2:Revenge Of Fallen.It tooks around 2 hours and 20 minutes. Later we went to supper at Ming Cafe.
27 June 2009- Saturday
Me with gf went to boulevard lunch then go to took some sweet and loving photos and is a card that causing rm 20 for two cards front and back also got our sweet looking..So happy that day and need to thanx tobiah because he waiting for us quite long.
Around 4.30pm, tobiah went to swimming pool while me and my gf just take a look there then nearly 6.00pm we walk the to Miri City Fan nearby the public swimming pool there have a walk. Besides, we went to then rocks there which can let pur foot for exercise by step on it and walkby. My gf just can walk about 3 round and she suffered pain and stop while i finally improved by 1 round extra. Last week i just can walk 5 round but this weeks 6 round.
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Lets take a look of the kuching life when I was stay there. That time I still remember there is a floods issue happening. Keep on raining non-stop, really suffered from coldness. Then just slowly turn to hot weather. That time i had change 2 times of room because of the weather and also the room mate until I met a Chinese guy that allowed me to stay at his room. At first he gave me the appearance is a bad heart guy and kinda lazy because he always saying the people straight and until worst while after eat just left it there.
After being his room mate for few months just realized that he is good heart just like to act like bas heart guy and caring. Before that I always go to my relatives house at bintawa but recently I am going to my friends house stay here overnight and Sunday follow his car back to my institute. Starting he got bring the computer here and I can borrow his computer for doing my homeworks and so on but after march his computer infected by virus and start from that time I no computer for doing my homeworks such as assignment or labwork.
Between I haven’t get my computer yet so I need spent a lots by going town for surfing the internet then go back again. But after get to known my friends well, I used to go his house for surfing net and do such assignments.During schooling days, mostly busy with the assignment, quiz, labwork or practical test and test. No time for me to rest because 1 weeks given assignment then another week is quiz or labwork. My studies is not that good because no concentrating when my lecture is teaching and maybe is fews of condition and situation causing me while I always mess up a simple thing or troublesome myself and make it become complicated and hard. My programming and digital system is the worst course.
Programming is a hard and complicated course that we need to understand the problem given. At first I not really like and always dreaming at class but after 1 or 2 months just starting revise for it but the result not that good but I no give up. digital system is easier course I think and because of that I no revise at all. Besides the lecturer teach quick fast and I can`t catch up. My quiz or test always fail and I really scare I will fail when final exam same with the programming courses.
As I know I did well during the programming final exam and I no scared I will fail. I scared my moral fail because I no revise at all and exam just spontaneous answer or digital system because when exam I am doing wrong and can`t finish. If no mistake the course I can`t finish it is mathematics, digital system. Overall I think I no prepare well for the exam.
So,unlucky..the day before i went back i went back to miri (1st june 2009)..my hp is losing at st.theresa bus stop because i drop my hp..i think maybe my mind is moody and tired that day because just walk back from pandungan until the school while i put my hp with my wallet together in the same pocket.The hp model is Sony Ericsson k530i that my father bought to me starting this year.Maybe as my aunty said,the hp is not i bought my self so i no appreciate it.
I just knew my exam on 17 June 2009 through friendster.
My SIT friends leave a message there and I got a bit nervous and no dare to take a look of my result because scared I will fail. After saw it I am happy but I can`t get 3.5≥ and only 3.31 pointer a bit disappointed but no choice because no prepare and get ready earlier. It`s ok, next sem I will aim better and do well.
