I just knew that,my friend alice told me.Every human sure easily got feel on each other just did you really love the guy or girl.If got,just decide want be together or not.This is a problem i having now.
Because i am in crush with jane although i don`t have any love also.Maybe i just want what i want that time but after get it.No such feeling at all.Just feel normal.I did wrong.Shouldn`t action first before do it.(exp:hold hands,hug).
As i know girl is quite sensitive.Luckily i got tell jane about my feeling on her.I really no get any love from her after the day went out with her and because of "someone" my love will not easily come.As we did promise each others,we try be friend first and knowing each other just me chase her if both of use love each other.
Is because of "someone" who i love before hurt me deeply i just not easily fall in love,i also dont know.But before that,i really love the girl who are my netgf.I just have two only.
Jane still simply loving others and who know,she falling love on me too.Oh no,but then i got tell her,what did we promise before.Now me and jane just friend.So happy with it,because her i can learn new lesson and what thing is right and wrong.No next time ler.
Before that on net,she did showed me her photo.It look so mature but i just worry this and she also.We do not know whether we are suit or not.We dont care it,just let it be natural.By the time we meet,her look oso quite mature but less than the photo i seen on my computer.She is kinda good with me just that at the end i found that we really not suit.Actually she is not the type of look of girl i like and my taste.But her heart is good.Just she look a bit old with it.We really not suit.Sorry
I think last time i should listening to others,study study study but i dont want.I always used my own way and think what i do is right,nobody can change or replace it unless my gf i just listen.Am i selfish,childish or paranoid? <-- haha,i guess this is before de me.now of coz "NO".
Hence,i knew everyone should have trust and honest on each other,just then the relationship will be strong.Not easily to destroy or spoilt.We should no have the feeling of misunderstanding,mistaken,sensitive,wicked,paranoid and frustrate.
As my wish,i really want find a girl who can accompany me all the time and bring me happiness.Because i need someone to shared with my life and problem or sadness and happiness.So that my life is meaningful~
Where Is My Love-Black Eyed Peas
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