Moment of silent

I been 2 weeks no contact tze yuen that is from Sandakan.That time I just found that I fall in love with her.Everytime I just keep on spy on her but msn I just put offline and use another nick to play viwawa and see whether she is there or not.That day I play sushido with her but she keep on asking me that the person is me or not.I refused and when the game is start.i sweat a lot an my heart beart jump quite fast and non-stop.I try to used my hand to calm down myself.At the end I become more more ok but I lose the game.then I quit.

I still remember that time we just knowing each others,we got a lots of thing that we can share like problems,happiness,sadness and so on.Really miss that time.We chat until got feel,but I don’t know why she will love me plus at the same time she got bf but will break soon.i don’t know she are trying to replace the relationship by using me or true heart,but that time I owes reject and ask her don’t got feel on me.

Hence,don’t know wat happen,I just did the same thing like I just do recently by no contact her for a long time.Until a day I go and find her and I found that she really changed a lot due to my feeling towards her.She like got problem in her heart but she don’t tell out.But if last time she will tell me everything about her.Who know,I just she not tell me and I been always waiting her blog and curious to know what her mind thinking now.I always sensitive and thought she don’t want find me ler so I plan 2 weeks more don’t find her at all.

Therefore,I design a presentation for ask forgiven from her.She seems like touching with it.Don`t know how I straight finally said out to her that my heart thinking.I said “I Love You”

Sometimes its really seem like complicated.A guy name victor also fall in love with yuen but yuen don’t like her.She just treat her as best fried but the guy always contact her.Unluckily yuen don’t know how to reject him.By the way,starting from now yuen love a guy name calvin.i just saw his pic..its quite good at looking but also look cool.Yuen can`t forget the memories when the timecouple with calvin.Because calvn just like a magnetic to yuen..One more thing is the guy got his own gf ler and yuen just single.Few times I kinda hurt after listened to her conversation that talking about calvin.I guess she still have no a stable love and mind towards a guy.I hope she can wake up and realize what she is doing right now.